When you want but can't have a relationship with someone

<p>I'm a junior, she's a senior: while I have SATs, classes, college, AP tests to worry about, she has Senioritis and is already done with college apps. </p>

<p>I like hanging out with friends at homes and smoking pot; I don't like alcohol. She likes to go out and party and drink; she doesn't like mary jane.</p>

<p>I'm chill and easy to talk too, she's upbeat and exciting.</p>

<p>I wouldn't get along with her friends, she wouldn't get along with mine.</p>

<p>I'm stuck at this crap town while she goes off to college and has fun in about 6 months.</p>

<p>I want a relationship with her, but with all these factors it seems just worthless to try; she has all the time in the world to go out while I have little time due to my workload. When I can hangout with her, we have conflicting interests in terms of what to and who to bring. </p>

<p>And because I don't try, one of my friends is latching on to her because he doesn't care about school, likes to party and drink, is upbeat, and knows alot of her friends. Bros before hoes isn't in his rulebook, but it doesn't really matter anyways. This sucks. Consolation please!</p>

<p>it's just a crush. get over it</p>

<p>take solace in the fact that she wouldn't date you anyways</p>

<p>^She would, I get her hints. But if I make myself believe that, it would work. Thanks</p>

<p>ps @ mcb52 crush? what are you, 8?</p>