<p>Well, Loserman, I am flattered that you use my advise in your quote. After reading more about what you had said, I have to say this. What your father did is truly an act of love. You will know what I mean when you become a parent someday, if you survive from your current situation. As other folks said here, you hold the keys to your future. There is a saying, “Beggars can’t be choosers”. At this point and time, this issue is not “what job is not good enough for you”. The issue is survival. You need a roof over your head and food on the table. After you have shelter and you are fed, you can talk about your dreams and such. You must change your attitude towards the society and reevaluate your own situation and options. If I were you, I would find a way to live for another day, before pick and choose what I wanted to do for my life.</p>