<p>i have two mediocre essays written and can't decide which is better.
the first is about going to a psychiatrist and not taking the medicine i was supposed to and getting better on my own/ stubborn determination/ accepting yourself and others for their weaknesses/ why i'd have a unique perspective for intended major</p>
<p>and second is about physics class how it was really difficult at first and i had to learn to actually try in schoool/ doing much more because i actually put in effort/ learning to appreciate peoples uniqueness (i.e. that of the teacher and his methods)/ not idly accepting the inability to understand people/ideas but tryingg your best tooo</p>