<p>nice sn carpe diem! That's what I ended my long essay with! Yeah sorry about my previous postings - I've been really loopy lately, due to admission-decision jitters and the like. In my English essays now, I'm making really strange analogies- like comparing mid-nineteenth century to a prized pie devoured by the hungry, fat bureaucrats of European nations. o dear. When we do our read-around-groups with our essays, people break out in laughter and turn around and stare at me, with bewilered looks on their faces. ahh. This thread is kind of pointless. Sorry about this. mmm... maybe this is where we can spout our indiscernible nonsense. Every day seems to be going by so slowly, as I keep thinking this is the day they are reading my application, deciding my fate, weighing my strengths and weaknesses. In my head, I fabricate the admissions officers' conversations about my app. "Well, I like how he did this.... but I'm concerned about that..." Oh the cruelties of life. Dear God, I need a life.</p>