Why can't I move on?! -- the emo thread

Pre-College Issues High School Life
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<p>I can't stop thinking about him.
I spend hours with him every day. I decline invitations just to be with him. We've been in bed together several times.</p>

<p>And yet, he continually screws me over. Every time we get together, a little part of me dies. I'm constantly thinking of ways to kill myself because of him. Even when he's not around, I always think of that time we were at the water and he tried to drown me, or that time I was choking and all he asked was whether I "wanted my possessions identified." I mean, what a stupid question. I'M DYING HERE, YOU IDIOT.</p>

<p>I mean, there were good times. Like once he said he'd give me whatever I wished. I mean, I guess that was a stupid thing to say, but damn that was hot. But 99 times out of 100 he always seems to hate my guts. And it's driving me crazy. I think. At least he's nerdy, and makes a lot of random physics references. :p</p>

<p>What should I do!?!</p>

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<p>He tried to drown you? You should report him to the police and get him out of your life.</p>

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<p>Is this a joke? It almost reminds me of my relationship.</p>

<p>Minus the drowning part.</p>

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<p>Uhhh... yeah, you seem to be in a bit of a destructive relationship... particularly with the whole drowning piece. I'd recommend (if possible) to get out of it... you'll be lots of great, nerdy, physics-oriented guys at Caltech I'm sure :D</p>

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<p>stay in it.</p>

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<p>He also likes to point and curse at me. It's cruel.</p>

<p>And I think if I were to stay with him any longer, I might just die of brainlessness -- he might be nerdy, but he still thinks in black-and-white.</p>

<p>:(</p>

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<p>Are you actor who played the pink power ranger?</p>

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<p>I'm not sure if I should laugh or cry, quite honestly.</p>

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<p>I've written a poem on this:
The Sun still Rises</p>

<p>Without you I'm nothing
I'd lose the will to live
Without you I'm nothing
No joy would this world give</p>

<p>Without me you're nothing
There wouldn't be anyone to love
Without me you're nothing
Like an olive branch without a dove</p>

<p>Together in joy and separate in sorrow
We tear each other apart
lest we lose tomorrow
the pain we inflict softens our hearts
So we stay together, F-ing away
Satisfying love with lust, to society's dismay.</p>

<p>Copyright 2006 Published in Lit Mag without the F word.</p>

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<p>ohh myyyyyy</p>

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<p>What's wrong with this relationship? Sounds perfect.</p>

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<p>What do you think of my poem?</p>

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<p>mcqdeltat, your poem is perfection in 3 stanzas. Made me cry. True story.</p>

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<p>Thanks a lot.</p>

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<p>wow fizix2, your writing is like song lyrics</p>

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<p>Dont kill yourself, Caltech needs more girls.</p>

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<p>So all of this abusive stuff, is he playing around? Or is this like a schizo thing? That doesn't sound normal to me, at least from the way you put it. If he's not joking around, then let him know that you don't like it. Explain to him the change you want, and give him some time. If he does change, you have something to work with. If not, then I'd say forget about it. You're young and will have many opportunities.</p>

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<p>So I was with him a lot today, and pretty much got my butt kicked.</p>

<p>I tried to score with him. But then he hit me multiple times, stole my clothes, and put snakes in my water. I ran away, but then I saw him again, and he'd stolen half my money. He'd given me warning, but I didn't think he'd actually follow through.</p>

<p>I felt guilty. But my clothes were rather cumbersome anyway. I think I will talk to him tomorrow.</p>

<p>It's a cruel game he's playing with me.</p>

<p>Thanks for helping, everyone.</p>

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<p>^^^ That's messed up. I don't know anything about him, but it doesn't make a lick of sense to me.</p>

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<p>stupidest thing i've ever heard...obvious troll is obvious</p>