<p>Hey guys ,
I have been thinking a lot about being a senior this year ! I can't believe that it's already here . I'm so happy that I made it!!! But sometime I get scared ! Like I wonder if I'm doing enough to get into the college I want . Or if I'm gonna fail at what I have worked my whole life for. I'm terrified of failing myself or not being what my mom and family think I'm gonna be !!! I try so hard to be the best I can be .. I can't help thinking what if its not enough ... I'm so paranoid about not making it in life ! Idk maybe it's just a bad case of senioritis ! </p>
<p>Does anyone ever think about this ?? Or is it just me ??</p>
<p>If I get into my desired college(s) I’ll be completely fine with getting the hell out of dodge. If not I’ll probably just die.</p>
<p>I think about that all the time… If I don’t get into the colleges I want, I can’t help but think that I’ve wasted my high school years.</p>
<p>I am the same way !! I feel as though I should have done something more ! I honestly never feel like I don’t do enough idk maybe it’s a self esteem thing :$</p>
<p>I’ve already said that if I don’t get into any of the colleges I apply to I’m just going to donate my body to science. I’m so afraid that everything I’ve had to overcome won’t matter in the end. The stuff of nightmares, I tell you.</p>
<p>It’s become so bad that I’ll really only be satisfied with going to one college.</p>
<p>I feel the same, which is horrible because everyone tells you not to fall in love with a college before you get accepted to it. But I can’t help it.</p>
<p>Oh thank the lord. I finally found all of GWU’s courses and now I’m 100% fine with going there. Two colleges, yes.</p>