<p>Hi, my situation is a little (lot) different from most people and I really need help. I am a music major, but there is nothing regarding my situation on the music major discussion boards.</p>
<p>I just completed my first semester of freshman year at a small school close to my home that my parents forced me to do to. (Long story- they didn't want me to go into music, didn't give me the choice to audition at the great conservatories I was interested in, forced me to go to this school which offered me a huge scholarship).</p>
<p>I hate my school. The music department is awful and my classes are a joke. I really want to make it (and have what it takes) in the opera world and really want to go to a conservatory. Basically everything that could be wrong with my school, is wrong. My professor is a joke. He doesn't come to my music lessons, lies about opportunities for us that never come to be, and has zero connections in the opera world.</p>
<p>Problem: My parents really don't support my major. So I applied as a transfer to a very good conservatory out of state. I could only afford (since I paid for everything myself) to apply to one conservatory, and one back up school. I am hoping to get into the conservatory and get enough money to go there. But I am FOR SURE not coming back to my current college next fall.</p>
<p>If I get into the conservatory and get enough money to go there, I will go there for voice. (And more than likely I will redo freshman year there, because the music program I am currently in is nowhere near the caliber of this conservatory).</p>
<p>If I do not get into the conservatory, I will be attending a university in my hometown and changing my major to psychology. (Only about 10 credits from my current college would transfer to this school because of the major change. So I would more than likely be a freshman again here also).</p>
<p>My question is: would it be financially in my favor to withdraw from my second semester at my current college, before the semester starts? Either way, I will be considered a freshman all over again next fall, and at this point I am miserable where I am, and just wasting valuable time and money.</p>
<p>Also, if I were to withdraw, what would happen to the loan I took out for second semester?</p>
<p>Details: My freshman year total, we took out a $14,000 loan for the entire year. I used $7,000 first semester. But if I withdrew before the beginning of second semester, would I still have to pay off the $7,000 I'm not using? Or would it go back to the loan lender and not be counted against me as something I have to pay in the future?</p>
<p>Also, how would a withdraw before the beginning of the semester show up on my transcripts? Would this affect my admission into my schools for next fall?</p>
<p>My grades first semester were good, 3.78 I believe.</p>
<p>Thanks for reading! I know its a lot to take in, but I am desperate here! All help is appreciated! :)</p>