<p>Hi CC!</p>
<p>I'm a current Master's student at the University of Texas at Austin studying computer science. My first semester is going pretty terribly, and I'm feeling overwhelmed and seriously questioning my decision to go to grad school. </p>
<p>I'm having motivation/immaturity problems: I feel like I can only concentrate on the work that actually interests me. And it's not like the stuff I've had to overcome in the past, where all that's required is a little elbow grease; the material is significantly more challenging than ever before and lacking a passion for some of this stuff I'm just overwhelmed by how much mental effort it takes to even understand the material much less get the work done. I had a lot of trouble working out my schedule for this semester, and I ended up registering for a random assortment of 3 classes that I basically had very little interest in. I dropped one almost immediately, finding it was over my head, and and am in the process of failing a second, due to the aforementioned lack of passion for the subject. The third class is going swimmingly and I'm extremely glad I took it. But I'm looking at the possibility of coming out of this semester with 3 hours of credit and it terrifies me. </p>
<p>I feel like I'm digging myself deeper and deeper into debt and I don't even know if I'm going to be able to finish and get anything out of all of the money I'm spending. I mean, to some extent the knowledge gained IS worth a lot of money and effort, but seeing as how I doubt that I am going to be able to register for a bunch of classes that I love all the time (I don't think my interests in CS are even broad enough for that to be possible barring any registration conflicts) that argument is beginning to take a backseat to my current misery in trying to keep up with coursework that I hate. I don't even have any strong desire for the degree, but I was looking at it as an investment for my future salary. So my most pressing motivation to work harder in my classes is basically to get the piece of paper so I can possibly have a higher salary in the future and save more money faster so that I can retire sooner and then be happy. Pathetic, I know.</p>
<p>I'm just feeling pretty lost, and I don't know if I should continue to expend money and effort on this, and I realized that I don't even have any idea what the practical benefits of this degree are, so here's my concrete question: how much does a Master's degree affect my possible future salary? Does it benefit me forever, or is it the sort of thing that affects my starting salary but becomes less relevant as I gain more experience? I've googled average salaries of Master's vs. Bachelor's in programmers, and I can find some info that suggests there is a fair difference, but this info always comes from sites that I am wary of trusting because I've never heard of them and they don't seem to be experts on any given field, just have a bunch of oddly specific stats for every career ever. (I'm not set on a particularly specific career; I'm sure I'd be happy with a variety of programming jobs, but when looking for info I generally search for "software development" or "programmer" jobs, if that is relevant.)</p>
<p>Huge thank you to anyone who waded through this whiny thread. I'd love to hear anything you've got to say, from concrete figures to general life advice.</p>
<p>Thanks,
-Stacy</p>