<p>I strongly encourage you to go to counseling. It is not a ‘weakness’ but a way to explore your past and future.</p>
<p>Frankly, I think you hit the wall. You may never meet the goals you have set for yourself. How did you get into HYP? Did you spend all four years of high school studying every waking hour and sleeping the other four? College is much more difficult than high school. When I recruited college grads we would try to determine the effort required to earn the perfect GPA. There are only 40 hours in a workweek so we couldn’t hire students that needed 60 hour to complete 40 hours of work.</p>