@rhandco i guess i am more of right brain person but i did love math (and science) a lot and was so good at it but like i said i don’t what happened to me in senior year i just lost interest in a lot of the subjects i was interested in. maybe i am depressed and this is the side effect of it idk. not just subjects hobbies even. i feel i need to push myself to do them and i do enjoy them eventually but it takes me so much effort to just do the things i actually like that’s why i am not able to study it’s physically and mentally tiring me.
and i didn’t mean that i love web design that much i enjoyed it but i never really saw it as a career path. it’s kind of a routine job and it’s limited.
the only thing i actually know is that i want a career that has an impact on the world (any good kind of an impact) where i have my space to be creative and innovative.
i know. i have a lot of issues. it’s been 4 years since my senior year and i’m just getting worse. 
i’ll really try to get a job this summer somehow. maybe that will help.
thank you for your help btw