A hard broken Rejectee with no chance of a future

<p>best, glad to hear you have a clear head and finally being proactive instead of worrying and frettng about everything you can't change! I have a feeling things will work out just fine and remember that transfering is a viable option should you not end up going to your aboslute first choice. In fact its almost like starting over and being given a clean slate to prove yourself again!! Good luck and keep us posted!</p>