<p>Haha, I've been creeping CC for such a long time and now I'm finally posting my FIRST POST! :D</p>
<p>Ok so anyways, I'm posting this because probably like the thousands of international admits into UC Berkeley, I have a problem with the ridiculous oos costs. And since I am international, that means I get NO financial aid. I figured this out AFTER i submitted my application so please don't bash (I got really depressed afterwards as I knew it was the only US school I had chance of getting into).</p>
<p>I'm an international admit from Canada, and the only options I have for universities is UC Berkeley physics and U of T engineering science (got rejected from all ivies+MIT. Although I got accepted to Waterloo Math and Mcgill physical sciences, I'm not that good at math and I don't want to go to Montreal). Basically, I just want to know if I should be even considering Berkeley. I'm heavily leaning U of T right now as it is the much cheaper option, however, U of T engsci is THE most rigorous/competitive (if not even MORE competitive than Berkeley sciences) engineering program in Canada and I feel that I'm going to have a miserable four years of college. People don't sleep there. And I don't even feel confident that I'm going to do well in this program. People battle it out to try to STAY IN the program. I'm looking to go to grad school in physics in the U.S; is Berkeley physics a good program for this goal? I heard that a lot of U of T engsci grads go to prestigious grad schools but I think those are only a select few geniuses who were able to keep a high GPA despite of engsci trying to flunk them out. </p>
<p>Heck, am I even sure that I want to go to grad school? in physics? haha I know I'm sounding really random right now but I'm really confused as I have a million things to consider. </p>
<p>I'm thinking about stuff like, maybe if I go to Berkeley, I can try graduating early to save money, or apply to scholarships, or live outside of campus, etc. Am I being crazy by trying to graduate physics in 3 years? A current internatioanl at Cal who's double majoring in sociology and political science and minoring in something else is graduating in 2.5 years in order to save money. She told me that physics was doable in 3 years?</p>
<p>BTW, our family's pretty poor. But the ironic thing is, my dad is acutally the one who's talking me into going?? He says that he has savings that he's willing to invest in my education, but I feel really guilty about using up his money like that and don't think it's worth it. It's funny because we're BOTH feeling guilty about putting pressure on each other.</p>
<p>Ok so enouhg of my rant. Is Berkeley worth it OOS? What can I get in Berkeley physics department that I can't get at engsci? I know Berkeley is full of so many opportunities and the general quality of student body is much better than that of U of T. I want a good undergrad experience where I get invovlved in research, and be surrounded by nice, motivated people. Please, anyone that knows both institutions well or any CURRENT berkeley international give me advice please!!</p>