<p>cameano, please know we all understand the situation you are in. Rejections are scary, and hearing that you should give up is very discouraging, too. I am glad that it sounds like your teachers are very supportive.</p>
<p>First, don’t read anything into rejections. Yes, you can get rejected by many programs (more than 2) and still find a great place to study. It happens to many very talented people. Lots of people are nervous at auditions, and lots of people question whether they are using the wrong material. This is a hard thing to do, and no one is going to be perfect. The fact that you’re getting out there says a lot about your dedication, and strength, and passion. It’s possible you aren’t coming through in auditions the way you think you should, but that doesn’t mean that you don’t deserve to get in. Keep going, and try not to let your fears diminish your performance. The fact that you didn’t “feel” it at your audition at Evansville - which has happened to lots of people, maybe everyone, at one time or another - might mean that your nerves are getting to you. Try to find someone supportive who can buoy up your spirits and help you get into the groove the next time you audition. </p>
<p>Second, you are right to wonder about your list, and now is the perfect time to take a good look at it. It is possible - as it is for anyone - that you won’t get into any of your auditioned schools. It does happen. Lots of people only get into one or two of them, and they bite their nails until the very end. But this is where safeties and other alternatives are so important. You said you had safeties, didn’t say what they are, but imply that they are “regular” BAs. I do want to say that at some schools a BA can be a terrific program - if it has training and experience similar to a BFA. Look at the curriculum everywhere you applied, and without thinking BA vs BFA imagine what you’d do there for 4 years. One of your safeties might give you a terrific experience. Many, many successful actors get BAs, or no degree at all. Try to keep an open mind.</p>
<p>But if you can’t get the kind of coursework and onstage opportunities you want at any of those schools, you should be looking NOW for some more options. You are right that your auditioned list isn’t too reachy, but it also might be a little short. There are auditioned BFA schools that still take rolling admissions and have spring audition dates. Maybe you should add a few more. Also, there are LOTS of BFAs that do not require auditions. You can get the curriculum you want and not do “regular” college, but all you have to do is meet their academic admissions requirements, which often aren’t terribly stringent.</p>
<p>Here is a thread about non-auditioned BFAs that we have been adding to over the years:</p>
<p><a href=“http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/theater-drama-majors/1177128-non-audition-bfas.html?highlight=non+audition+bfa[/url]”>http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/theater-drama-majors/1177128-non-audition-bfas.html?highlight=non+audition+bfa</a></p>
<p>Good luck! Please know that your dedication is the most important asset you can have in this field. You clearly have some ability (hence the callbacks at the college fair), and a willingness to learn will mean that you would make the most of any college experience. And as long as your parents are at least willing to give financial support to helping you go to college, try not to worry about their opinions. Even parents here who have made a diligent study of theatre college admissions all admit that we have no idea how this all works and would never tell anyone that they aren’t talented enough.</p>