<p>I think everyone needs to take their happy pills.</p>
<p>I think it is very sad when students cannot pay for college because of costs. I am estranged from my parents for very personal reasons.</p>
<p>But when I was thinking about colleges and where I wanted to go. I had a teacher in high school tell me that while I should think about cost, I should also think about what I was turning down and whether or not I could live with that. </p>
<p>And I realized- that no matter how much it cost me- and I’m going to take a small digression here (And it was going to cost me a lot- my parents make quite a bit of money) especially since my parents and I hated each other- and I was not emancipated, I was effectively screwed. (btw, I did not win any merit awards. Haha. Not even close!)- that I was going to go to Tech. </p>
<p>How could I not?</p>
<p>Tech is one of a kind. Seriously, one of a kind. I realized that if I chose not to go to Tech because of money issues that I would be letting myself down more than anyone else. Even if my parents weren’t going to pay for it. I was going to make it happen. Because more than anything else- I wanted to be a scientist. I wanted to do chemistry for the rest of my life. And I wanted to effectively, “kick ass” at it. I wanted to go to a place where I could talk to anyone about chemistry and they would listen and understand. I wanted to go to a place where I could learn from the best, one on one. I wanted to go to a place where I could make anything I wanted out of it. And I knew that I wasn’t going to turn Tech down. They offered me $600 of aid. :)</p>
<p>Sometimes, that’s just how life rolls. And you got to go with the punches and make the choices that you think are right. For me, I am infinitely glad that I chose to come here. (More so after I got the Upper Class Merit Scholarship). But I can say, that Caltech has changed my life in so many ways. It’s given me confidence, it has honed by curiosity for chemistry into a lifelong passion. And I can honestly say that I believe that one day I’ll make it in academia- and that it’ll all be worth it. That one day I’ll have my own lab and able to explore whatever problems I think are interesting!</p>
<p>Has it been easy? Not particularly. And it wasn’t an easy decision. I had other schools offering me full rides- and I chose to come. And that’s really what it comes down to. I don’t want to imply that this is the right choice for everyone. But I do want to get the message across that in my opinion, there are some things more important than money. And maybe you guys will all laugh at me when I graduate in debt, or when I have tons of bills to pay, etc. But honestly- having this opportunity to learn from the most brilliant minds in the nation. Sitting down with professors and talking with them for 1-2 hours every week about the state of the field of Chemistry, seeing their insights have inspired me in a way that no other place could’ve. </p>
<p>Best of luck to everyone. And I hope that with whatever choice you guys make- whether to come or not come, regardless of the cost, you never regret it. :)</p>