<p>Unless you have near perfect SATs it’s impossible to not feel inadequate while reading CC. </p>
<p>I personally am happy with my SAT scores, my combined score for its three parts are within the mid 50 percent of even Harvard, and yet honestly I’ve had moments when I’ve felt inadequate or over my head on the college admissions process. </p>
<p>I had a very rough junior year. I’m not gonna list my grades here. I’ll just say I took 3 AP classes, one High Honors AP feeder class, and an honors class I barely passed it was a foreign language course). My class rank ended up in shambles and I fell out of the top 10 percent of my high school, which felt awful especially when I considered that everyone I associate with was ranked high, and as a result, I ended feeling dumb and inadequate because I felt like I was doing the best I could at the time, and yet nothing seemed to work.
It happens to the best of us. I’m probably considered far above average by most people in my high school, yet even I can’t stand college confidential. Think of what the average high school student must think when he/she looks at a CC forum? Some chance me’s are ridiculous. Frankly, I think some kids use chance me’s as a way to brag about themselves. If there’s anything to be wary of once you’re at a high academic standing is 1) getting cocky, and 2) applying to a top heavy list of schools with not even a decent midrange backup. </p>
<p>I managed to get through junior year with all my AP tests 3 or above. I pulled it together near the end, and I started self studying and watching OpenCourseWare lectures daily.</p>
<p>Now I’m a senior, I just finished applying to all my colleges last week. Guess what! I’m applying to MIT, U Chicago, Harvard, and Cornell (along with 6 other schools that are a mix of upper level match schools, lower level match schools, and two safeties). I take 4 AP classes, and a dual enrollment chemistry course at the honors program of my town’s local state school that includes a lab portion that’s graded separately (it’s weighted as 2 AP classes at my school, or equal to an AP lab science like physics). On top of that I’m self studying for AP Physics C. I took a class at Harvard the summer before, revamped my study habits, and figured out I have a passion for physics and chemistry and that I want to eventually get a doctorate and become a research scientist. Can you believe that even after C’s in AP Physics B the teacher teaching Physics C is now even offering me a research opportunity? I aced the first semester of my chemistry lab and lecture course, with a 97 on the final, and a 100 on an 8 page research paper. My other classes? I’m faring pretty well. I’m just a little worried about maybe my calculus BC grade and my AP English lit grade. ok, I’m worried they’ll be high B’s instead of A’s. I KNOW I’LL HAVE TO GO TO MY LOCAL COMMUNITY COLLEGE BECAUSE OF THAT!!! (that last part should be taken as sarcasm). My 1st semester isn’t over yet, so I still have time to pull through with all A’s. I feel confident about my essays because I enjoyed writing them, I was myself and no, I did not make them a sob story about my junior year, which I realize is a really important year. I tried to give a full picture of myself, my EC’s, intellectual interests, and my personality. My point here is that behind every transcript there’s a story. Frankly, If I hadn’t learned my lesson in high school, I would have had to have learned it in college, which is where it would have hurt me even more. </p>
<p>Harvard definitely isn’t my first choice. I don’t think I can get in, and frankly it was my parents who convinced me to apply. I visited MIT (twice) over the summer though and I absolutely fell in love with the school. I already was a huge fan because of its online course materials. U Chicago (like they’ve done with everyone in this forum, I assume) sent me a lot of mail. Well, a lot of schools sent me A LOT of mail, but U Chicago ended up really appealing to me as well, so I applied, and currently it’s my favorite. What’s important is that I didn’t let myself get discouraged from applying to schools I genuinely liked.</p>