Hi. Just another rising senior here having an existential crisis about what to do with my life. As the time to start putting together my college applications approaches, I’m getting more nervous and confused. If you’re reading this right now, I would greatly appreciate some unbiased perspective.
I’ll cut straight to the point and say that I already know what I’m passionate about: English. Literature, creative writing, journalism, etc. The bad news is, I’m very realistic with myself and I realize that nothing in those areas of study is going to pay well.
It might sound awful, but having a secure, good-paying job is important to me. My mom is going to be sacrificing a lot for my college education (and she’s already sacrificed for my top-quality high school education as well) and I would like not only to make her efforts worthwhile, but to be able to secure a really good job in the future to make her proud and pay her back someday. I’d like to buy her a house and make enough income so I can support her. It’s the least I can do.
So, I’m currently considering going into something like engineering or computer science. I do have a great admiration for engineers/scientists but I have to be frank here and say that I’m considering these majors because of their return on investment and job outlook factors. My dad has been an electrical engineer his whole life and it pays VERY well. He lives in Silicon Valley right now. But engineering is what he loves to do, and I don’t know if I’ll like to do it. However, due to personal reasons my dad & I are not really on speaking terms.
I know that these programs are very competitive to get into, and to be honest I don’t know if I’ll even make it in because my math/science skills are nothing at all extraordinary. My English/foreign language/history grades were always the ones that stood out. But those skills are seemingly useless. The only other career I’ve ever considered was architecture. When I was growing up that’s always what I said I wanted to do. But when I grew up and realized I wasn’t the best at geometry and that the job outlook for architects was really bad, I let the idea go.
I’ve spoken about this with family and friends and most either tell me to do what I love or that engineering/science fields are good ideas. I feel more lost than ever and I’m not sure what I should be thinking anymore. If you took the time to read all of these awful rambles, I really appreciate it. If you have any insight or advice, I could really use some. I love College Confidential and I came to the forums because I just really felt in need of an outside opinion.