Does anybody here find themselves smiling like a creep when thinking about seeing a “Congratulations!” on the letter? LOL I do the creep smile in like 5 minute intervals.
this honestly so nerve wrecking- anyone skipping school tomorrow
Anyone plan on transferring to Cornell if they don’t get accepted?
No, I need the distraction of school. I am not going Friday because I will be too sad and will not want to face people.
I’m going to throw up tomorrow, i guess the worst feeling is knowing your not good enough
@c0rnell I was planning on it and then I realized I have a band concert and wouldn’t be eligible to play if I skipped. Not sure how I will play after being rejected though… 
it’s gotten to the point for me now where this thread simultaneously makes me feel better/calm but that gut feeling of anxiety gets so strong and my heart races when i read posts because we’re all just bundles of anxiousness and nervousness. i’m no longer just nervous for myself but for all of us
@upstateny1998 I have a band concert tomorrow too. Decisions come out 2 hours before call time, but I’m still going to open it.
I’ve got an interview with another college half an hour after decisions come out… That should be fun.
Definitely with you there on the butterflies @seniorlife555 – felt soooo sick today at school, and tomorrow will be rough. No matter what the decision is though, finally knowing what it is tomorrow is going to be so cathartic.
just me or has anyone else already picked out the apparel they want from the bookstore JUST IN CASE they get in? :))
do you guys think there’ll be serve problems with everyone going on at 5? i’m thinking of waiting a few minutes (though it’ll probably take me 10 minutes alone to finally press “log in”)
What the hell it just hit me that my fate will be sealed in less than 24 hours.
Is anyone else having a truly awful senior year?
This whole college admissions process along with me being into a girl who is 2 years younger who literally does everything has just made me feel so shitty for months on end.
Like, I’ve constantly felt like I’m a failure or not good enough when comparing myself to the criteria for schools or to this girl. And it makes me think of all the things I wish I had done that I didn’t do.
I wish I had been more involved in my school. Just all around. Dance Marathon, Homecoming, Football games, etc.
I wish I had played a sport (girl I’m into plays tennis). I played tennis back in 8th grade, I liked it and was okay. I don’t know why I quit. Why did I quit? I should’ve played it through high school.
I wish I tried harder with my grades. I did fairly decent, don’t get me wrong. But I slacked a ton. I could have done better than I did if I tried.
I regret never asking anyone out. And when I did have a chance (like with the girl I’m into now), I didn’t act fast enough. And this just sucks so much.
And to top it all off, tomorrow I’m going to get rejected from Cornell.
I just want to throw myself into my pillow and cry myself to sleep.
@moonstar9869 Perfect timing, right? I will have about an hour and a half to collect myself before my concert. The worst part is that I have an extremely readable face and people know when I am upset, so I will have to face the questions “are you okay?” and “what’s wrong?” Oh nothing really… just got rejected from my dream school is all.
@dehca2016 i totally get how you feel… and i think most of us are on the same boat. senior year isnt easy like people claimed it to be- its actually hectic as hell. and made me reflect on my whole high school career and how i shouldve given 110% on everything but i didnt. but dont be down because of it. whether we get into cornell or not tomorrow doesn’t define us and it doesn’t define our future. cry if you want, but know we’re all in this together! keep your head up (:
On the brightside, time has literally come to a stop… at least thats useful for studying…
I’ve refrained from posting on this discussion for a while, but with less than 24 hours remaining, yolo. Are any of you guys applying to ILR? Cause I’ve only heard from CAS and the others but none from ILR.
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Did anyone here apply for the Near Eastern Studies major?
@brightside23 what’s your high school? I also go to an acclaimed upstate New York school, I think it’s 3rd in the state score-wise