<p>I’m not really worried about suicide, and I can understand why my perspective of Reed seems gloomy. It’s not, really. On my visit I saw a bunch of very happy people. The reason I was focusing on the negatives is because the positives are so good. I read StudiousNutcase’s post, but it’s good to know that 300 pages a night is abnormally heavy. I went to a high school that is also very rigorous- academic masochism describes last spring nicely. Some of my friends who graduated last year have said that some colleges are ‘too easy.’ A notable example would be a girl who is looking to transfer from NYU’s CAS because she says that she’s bored. I like being challenged, and want to attend a rigorous school, so Reed seemed a good choice. I also like being in a community of intellectual people, despite the academic masochism that might bring- I think TelephoneInLife is right about the ‘primal happiness’ that it brings.</p>
<p>I’m still trying to figure out what I want from a college- I applied to 10 schools, rejected from Stanford, Yale, and Columbia, and accepted to 7 others. I have decided to cut out big schools- no UW or UC Berkeley for me. I also didn’t want what I saw as schools where it takes work to be challenged or have a good experience- I plan to turn down USF and Evergreen. </p>
<p>That leaves three schools to choose from:</p>
<p>NYU, in the big city, which I adore, with a slightly less rigorous academic load but incredible accessibility and great facilities. Students there are said to not really have a sense of ‘community,’ rather, they’re just loose in New York. A downside is that I could potentially see myself getting lost here. They want me to pay the most out of the three.</p>
<p>JHU, a cloistered campus in a city I am almost completely unfamiliar with. They seem too close to the government, and have close ties to the military-industrial complex, and the food-biochem conglomerates sending people to places like Lockheed Martin and ConAgra. at the same time, they seem to have an awesome writing program. They gave me wonderful aid, and the cost is on par with Reed. If I went here I could see myself loving the education but hating my life because I don’t fit in.</p>
<p>Reed seems like the best fit from what I know about the three and about myself. I like Portland, and it’s pretty close to home (6 hours drive), and I have family there. Reedies seem like awesome people in general, and it seems like a community I could be comfortable in and explore in. I want an atmosphere that’s more dynamic that my high school (tiny! at 75 students) and with a better dating pool, but not so big that it becomes isolating. Reed seems to be just the right size. I’m also a bit of a nature boy, and Reed is close to the river, the beach, and the slopes, something that NYU and JHU just can’t offer. The main thing I’m worried about is having a crushing academic workload. Right now my workload and the 1.5 hours of commuting I do every day mean I have no life. I want to have a life, or at least have company in not having one. Also, the nightlife in Portland isn’t great. But that might not even be a problem if I’m stuck in a book on the weekends.</p>