Hi everyone,
I’ve been accepted to School of the Art Institute of Chicago (SAIC) and Pratt Institute (the one in Brooklyn, New York). UC Merced accepted me out of the blue a few days ago, but I don’t really want to go there. I’m also wait listed at UCSB. My major is Fine Art (Painting and Drawing) at SAIC and Painting at Pratt. Both SAIC and Pratt have given me roughly the same amount of scholarship.
I simply don’t know what to do.
I’ve been researching SAIC and Pratt, considering I want to to go to an art school. I’ve narrowed it down to those two, but I have my doubts about both of them. SAIC has a very low graduation rate and a very high freshman drop out rate. I’ve searched everywhere online and I can’t find a reason why so many students have a tough time graduating there. Pratt’s graduation rate, on the other hand, is a little bit better; over half the students there graduate within four years.
I must graduate in four years because my parents will not pay for my undergraduate education further than that. Money isn’t really an issue for the school I choose because of the scholarships and my parents’ support.
I visited both campuses and I haven’t fallen in love with any school yet. People around me keep saying I’ll get “that feeling” and know what school I belong too. I know NYC will give me a ton of opportunities, but I find the city life very suffocating and I know going to Pratt will hurt me emotionally and I won’t be happy there. I’ve dealt with depression for about five years, (I’m completely fine now!), but I fear it will return if I go to New York. I don’t think I can handle the city. I feel like going there would be better for me, though. The one thing I liked about Pratt is that they have a campus. And Pratt is generally more well-known outside the art world, too.
I feel more at home in SAIC. The city life isn’t for me, but if I had to choose, I would choose Chicago. It’s a lot less hectic, cleaner, and less claustrophobic. A family member lives in Chicago, and I know I shouldn’t make my decision based on who I know will be close to me, but I can’t help but feel comforted at the fact that someone will be there. I’m very attached to family and the idea of living by myself is exciting but whenever I think about it I feel homesick already. I’ve had several meltdowns thinking about my future.
I prefer the residence halls at SAIC over the dorms at Pratt considering they are larger, have their own bathrooms and kitchen per room, and every floor has its own common room. There’s even a studio at the top of every residence hall. The dining hall is a lot prettier than Pratt’s too. The downside is that there’s no campus.
SAIC seems like the better option and I’m starting to lean towards it more, but I’m still unsure.
I don’t think I’ll be very happy at either school, so I’ve decided I could transfer to another school after my freshman year in college or to attend a graduate school to enhance my college experience. I’m worried that if I go to SAIC I won’t be able to transfer to Yale’s fine art program because SAIC has a pass/fail grading system. Yale is my dream school and they have one of the best fine arts programs. They have the traditional university campus feel and if I go there I’ll be challenged academically as well as artistically.
Do colleges not accept transfer students or students for grad school if they graduated from a college that has no GPA system?
Thanks for the help! Sorry if I seem whiny, but I’m kinda freaking out.