<p>I was diagnosed with depression in March 2006, nearing my freshman year. I never went to the office, my school does not know. But because of my depression, my grades were very low during my freshman year. What I'm asking is how can I let colleges know about my circumstances in freshman year? They can't see the doctor's reports, or anything, but writing it on a college essay seems attention-seeking</p>
<p>Thanks :)</p>
<p>You can mention that you had an ongoing illness that affected your grades during your freshman year and offer more details or verification upon request. Unless it was a life changing experience that ended up bringing about positive things in your life, I would not discuss it in the essay; rather, I would put it in the section usually titled something along the lines of, "Is there anything else you think we should know?" or "Please include any special circumstances you want us to consider." There is always a place to include information that does not fit in the essays or resume or list of awards. Good luck.</p>
<p>daaangit--Bessie's advice is very good. However, if admission officials see a cryptic reference to "an ongoing illness," they may wonder what this illness is and if you are prepared for the rigors of college. Thus I suggest that you provide some additional information before you are asked (because you may not be asked).</p>
<p>For more specifics, you might want to check out this recent "Ask the Dean" column:</p>
<p>It's about Anxiety Disorder, but you'll find that it's appropriate for your situation, too. </p>
<p>You might want to tell your school counselor about your depression, if you're comfortable doing so. This will enable your counselor to put your grades in perspective when writing your college recommendation.</p>