<p>Time for some adult input. First, acraig, CC is an opportunity to exchange a bevy of ideas and questions in a RELAXING, environment. All of the respondents to your thread have tried (hopelessly, I fear) to provide you candid, clear, unbiased advice—either because they have walked in your shoes, have known others who have walked in your shoes, or just plain care.</p>
<p>By contrast, you are hypersensitive and are looking for confirmation of what you have already decided. I should think, furthermore, that some viewers at your university might have the psychology department review this thread to ascertain if you have some type of narcissistic personality disorder. . .</p>
<p>No, I am not trying to attack you. I stumbled across this thread and I, too, am genuinely concerned. . . Please send a link of this thread to one of your mentors, close family friends, or confidantes before it is too late for you.</p>
<p>Good luck! We all wish the best for you!</p>