<p>I just got the acceptance letter from middlebury yesterday, by all means, i should be really happy about it but unfortunately, it's not quite straight forward.</p>
<p>I'm an international student from Burma whose in Scotland right now attending an engineering course at a university. How I got here was that last year, although I wanted to go to a LAC in the states, i didn't apply to any schools in america. Instead, my high school was very british-orientated and had good links with universities in the UK and so they managed to get me a scholarship in the university I'm currently in. The bad news was that I didn't have a choice of what subject to do, it was either I did engineering or I couldn't get the scholarship. I basically hated it as I was interested in all sorts of subjects and the current ciriculum that I am doing is extremely narrow and rigid but I didn't have a choice, it was either I grit my teeth and go to the UK or stay in Burma and do nothing for at least a year.</p>
<p>And so I got to the UK. But somehow I thought I'd still try a shot at applying to the US (which was where I originally wanted to go to) and so I applied last year to a bunch of LACs, middlebury was more or less my top choice. I never expected that I would get in though, it seemed like just a far off dream.</p>
<p>As the year dragged on, my lack of interest in the subject was really starting to show and my grades deteriorated. I don't know, it seemed like for the past few months, the zeal for learning that I've had for as long as I can remember seemed to be just dying away, all I did was the bare minimum just enough to plod along in the course.</p>
<p>And then yesterday, i got the acceptance from middlebury, I really couldn't believe it, I was really happy for like three minutes untill I saw the conditions for securing the acceptance: "Complete satisfactorily the school year now in progress. Any deterioration of your academic work will be cause for the Admissions Comittee to review its decision, and may lead to the revocation of our offer for admission."</p>
<p>I don't know, I've come this far and now everything's going to be gone because I slipped for the last few months of my life. For the last 24 hours, I've been feeling really depressed, I'm scared that I'm going to have to let go of probably the best chance I've gotten in my entire life.</p>
<p>Is there anything I can do?</p>