Does anyone have a suggestion for my situation?

<p>Hello! And TIA for any info! I'm so glad to have found this board, I've been reading for days.</p>

<p>I have seen a lot of good advice on here, but none that exactly fit my situation so I thought I'd give it a shot and see if someone could offer some..... (it's long, sorry)</p>

<p>OK I am an LPN of 10 years, and a single mom of a 13 year old. I always planned on doing something bigger than LPN - I figured it would even be medical school someday, but I have really screwed up along the way and don't know if it's fixable anytime soon.
8 years ago I enrolled in CC part time and did pretty well, maintained a 3.5 or so for the first couple years. My grades went down a little over the next year or so, and then I received an F for two classes one semester because I stopped attending for financial reasons. I made them up later, but it still affected my cumulative GPA. I also received two W's another semester, although that didn't affect my GPA I think it may still look bad. I left that CC 2 years ago with a cumulative of 2.85 and 80 hours.
Two years ago, I moved to the city I live in now, and had planned on applying to the ADN program here, and didn't make it in because I missed a deadline. I was very very discouraged and the next year of attendance, I REALLY MESSED up and received F's for every class I attended for two semesters. I am unable to return to that school (4year Univ) unless I pay for 20 hours on my own repeat those classes, receiving a C or better. They are classes I don't need, and I don't know why I took them I think I lost my mind after not getting into the ADN program. So basically, that entire transcript is unacceptable - it's a year of F's. Not to mention the millions of dollars in loans I now owe.
Financial reasons, and the state of my home life (struggling with work and school and a child and a house) is the reason I have messed up so badly. But now for the past year I have been in a stable government position, things have leveled out financially, and my daughter is older and I'm able to focus more on school. I am very ready to get my stuff together academically and I am hoping there may be a shred of hope that I can eventually get into a PA program somewhere.
A few days ago, I applied to a school in the next town, a 4 year science/arts university. The application criteria for adults does not specify a GPA requirement online, so when I applied I did not include the school I messed up in. Not only are my grades terrible, but I don't think they will even release a transcript because I still owe for my last semester (which I plan on paying off with whatever leftover grant I receive). My questions are - </p>

<p>1- Is this new school going to know about the omitted transcript?</p>

<p>2- I have 80 hours, not that many more hours to take before I can file for my BS. Once I have a BS from that school, if I can bring my GPA up from the 2.85, will it even matter to a PA program that I screwed up for that year? Like, if I apply to a program, and submit my BS - will it then be apparent that I did not include my "messed up" transcript before receiving the BS?</p>

<p>3 - Do I have any hope at all for any further schooling before I'm 60 years old - or should I just give up now and stay working class peon forever?</p>

<p>ANY INFO, ANY AT ALL, IS APPRECIATED. Please be easy on me, I know I messed up and I can't erase it. I just want to recover and move on without paying for it the rest of my life.</p>

<p>Thank You</p>

<p>Eventually you are going to have to produce every single one of your transcripts for coursework at accredited colleges and universities. It is a huge drag even if you have no hideous grades (like me) but have taken one class here and there in addition to my degree programs over the course of umpty years. </p>

<p>BUT adult students are a special category in and of themselves. You need to make an appointment with the admissions officer in charge of the adult students at the university where you want to complete you degree and explain your situation. Believe me, they have seen your case before. And if they haven't, they just haven't been in the admissions business very long.</p>

<p>As to raising your GPA. What will matter here most when you look for a PA program is the grades in the last courses that you have taken. So if at the new school you bust your guts and pull mostly As and Bs that will help offset the older ugly stuff. While you are getting those good grades, you also need to be using your professors' office hours to get to know them better so that they can write you good letters of recommendation.</p>

<p>Wishing you all the best.</p>