<p>well, i do see myself as a bright kid--not to brag or anything. but the thing is.. high school is boring. im not a super-genius who knows everything, but its just the immaturity and the lack of creativity in my school makes me not enjoy it as much. i took the hardest course (5 honors classes) sophomore year and figured that there were still annoying immature kids in there (not sayimg in all that mature, but in a classroom setting i act appropriately), so the next year, i took the hardest courseload in my year again, 4 AP's and 1 honors, but it was still kinda.. not appealing. the saddest part was that everyone was competing for grades, they were even competing with me, when i was barely doing the work. they see it as a huge accomplishment to get a higher grade than me, but i dont care at all. this year ive just relaxed a bit and im taking french 1 and spanish 5 honors, since the school ran outta spanish for me and i skipped a few years of spanish, i decided to stay in a spanish class to maintain my spanish skills. </p>
<p>outside of the classroom, im considered, i guess, a leader. i have a very pessimistic attitude on life and outlooks, and i admit it, but i know i can get things done if i wanted to. i do different 'diversity speeches' at my school, most of them talk about how hard it is to be chinese in an ~90% school and how obstacles were overcome.. that stuff. i give support to the asian community in my school, helping people who have social/academic/personal problems--directing them in the right way, whether it be a teacher or some advice. i also lead discussions on issues in our society, especially race, gender, and socioeconomic class. ive re-created the habitat chapter in my school because i believe in the mission statement--and it completely died out before i got to the shool. and im coming up with lucrative ways to improve our academic decathlon team (although a sad team, we're still a team). leadership in the past has been really crappy. im trying to fix that up... im also a senior mentor--we were chosen from an applicant pool of ~160 with a ~30% chance of becoming one. senior mentors, like myself, run the freshmen orientation, day of community, and freshmen homerooms. we give talks regarding common problems that freshmen may face.</p>
<p>and then im part of the nhs--it usually means nothing but im attempting to get a tutoring group started after school for students performing poorly/in danger of failing. i am already tutoring some of these students in spanish and i just need the administration's approval and a moderator to establish the group.</p>
<p>im also a "bowling lord" for my schools bowling club. there are 3 bowling lords selected based on their integrity (we handle the money), leadership skills (handle 50-100 kids at a time), dedication, and sadly, not our bowling ability, but thats okay.</p>
<p>and i have been playing the dulcimer for 12 years--in a band for 6. we perform around the boston area. id say more about it but i really dont feel like it right now. if you want to know about it, ask me.</p>
<p>well the main reason for the long post and brag sheet is because i wanted to convey that i like learning, but the environment and dificulty was just crap in my school. i want something thats constantly challenging and being a leader is very demanding. it's exciting, and i think thats why i have ~7 active roles in my school community.</p>