So I’m a Freshman in high school, and in my school, we choose classes based on what career we want to do, and I am in between Mechatronics Engineering and Medical school (neurology or psychiatry).
Regarding medical school, when I was little (5) I swore that I would be anything but a doctor because my mother was a doctor (she’s retired) and she would always be so tired and I didn’t want such a tiring job. However, in the past 3-4 years, I have become so fascinated with how a brain functions and how it affects the body that it has become an option for me. The reason that I am thinking of neuro-surgeon or psychiatry is also that I have an EQ of 136, and it seems good enough to be a psychiatrist.
I could open a DVD on a computer before I could read. I configured a cable TV, on my own, when I was 10. I have had a talent for technology ever since I have known myself. My father and my older brother (works for Nokia) are both Electrical and Electronic Engineers. About a year ago, my Aunt and cousins came over and of course, the topic of what I would choose for a career came up, and I said (determined as I always had) that I wanted to be an engineer. Before I could go on about how much I was good at it, my brother cut me off and said that I only wanted to be an engineer because dad and he were, that I would always run to them when I needed help and that that it was the solitude reason that I had for wanting to be an engineer. Since then I have doubted my “decision”.
I know that it might seem like a simple answer, but whichever one I choose to do, I am going to doing to do it for 30+ years (switching is not an option for me because when I choose one I want to devote myself to it, it’s just my personality), which about half of a lifetime. Also, there is a saying “if you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.” (Johnny Depp) and it sounds true to me.
The rigorous workload and the competitive field is not the issue for me(I took Pre-Calc this year and it’s been an A so far, people in the class thought I was a senior), the issue is I am not sure with the job is “right” for me. The passed two paragraphs might make it seem like I am an emotion ball, but I am good at thinking on my feet, whether it may be opening up a skull, or reprogramming a whole new program it would take long for me to analyze the situation and make a decision. I would appreciate any help.