Hi everyone
This is my second semester of college and everything is working out great so far but I’m worried that it may end up being bad in the end and heres why.
First Im now taking secondary level courses which means its basically the same class but now they are going to amp it up a bit and they are going to teach me new things this is good because I will learn more but Im scared that my grades for those courses may not be as strong as the classes before them. Since these next level courses are a bit tougher and I also have a new professor who is teaching one of those courses and he is not as leanient as the previous one in the other course since the previous course from last semester the professor was very understanding and knew I didn’t learn as quickly as the other students in the class. So he was more than happy to work with me to get my grade up. Thanks to his patience and endless help I was able to pass the first level class sucessfully
But now since this is a new semester a new class and a new professor its sometimes hard to meet the new professors expectations. I feel like hes pressuring me to get things done a little bit quicker but I can’t help that I’m a slow learner. Luckily he tends to work with me on most occasions and does give me a little more time but I don’t think he will do to much as far as giving me more options to improve my grade I think that whatever grade I got on any unit test its set done deal cannot be changed whereas the previous professor allowed test corrections in last semesters course.
Anyway my point being is that right now I have a B- in that class which is good but I have a test tommorow that Im studying hard for but Im scared if I do poorly my grade is going to take a nosedive since they aren’t that many tests and those unit tests are worth quite a bit of points. Im honestly not sure what to do. I feel like there is something severley wrong with me that I’m unable to learn the material like everyone else and this makes me sad and depressed a lot. I was sad today also because the pressure was on me to get things done quicker and I felt like I haven’t done much meanwhile everyone else seems like a saint and does everything perfectly without any mistakes it seems like Im the only idiot who can’t do anything right. I really really really wish I wasn’t so freakin slow makes me mad sometimes.
Im sorry if I was a little mean while writing this but I feel like I can’t take this anymore…