But yes, you can reject the FA award and get out of it. Realize you can’t go back if later you realize that was your best award.
Thank you all for your help!
Wow, a lot has happened since my post haha. I am happy to say that I became a finalist for Questbridge and I ranked Northwestern as #1. I’m praying that I would be matched to NU but realistically speaking, I won’t be matched. I will apply RD through QB if I’m not matched. Thank you all for the help!