<p>Hi there!</p>
<p>I am a current high school junior enrolled in five AP classes on top of honours courses, standard courses, arts courses, and such the like. Fundamentally, I am a general overachiever, and I love it, honestly. I love learning, I love the thrill of education, it is a breeze for me to be taking so many courses (not to sound arrogant) and I have been looking forward to going off to college since I was four years old. Now, it's just around the corner, and I am seriously considering dropping out and earning my GED. I have chronic depression and bipolar disorder, as well as countless social phobias that cause me to stay home far more often than I should.</p>
<p>Because I am absent so often, my grades are not as outstanding as they should be, only As and Bs in everything besides AP chem (the bane of my existence), bearing in mind that we have no weighted grading system. While I am absent a lot, probably sixteen days a year, I always make up my work and put in a lot of extra effort. I am currently in the top 30 or so -- we don't have class ranks, per se, this is an assumption -- in my graduating class despite the fact that I screwed up and was a total C student freshman year. That shows how much I work; I am glad to take seven or eight hours of homework a night, and I balance this on top of marching band, youth orchestra, writing, and DCI tours next summer. Needless to say, I am fine under pressure. In fact, I welcome it!</p>
<p>However, due to the aforementioned depression/bipolar/social phobias, I wish to drop out and earn my GED instead. Please don't bash the idea; I am miserable, absolutely miserable, and I don't want to get into all of the problems involved, just that I have, you know, huge issues and I can't get through a month without missing school because I am so unnerved, not because I didn't do my homework. You can call me a baby, but when you don't want to get out of bed in the morning and find yourself throwing up before class, it is a slight indication that things may be growing out of hand. This is a last resort, please realize such.</p>
<p>Mind you, on top of a near-perfect-to-perfect score on the GED, I also plan on taking the SAT multiple times (I scored very highly on the PSATs, and 840 on the old SAT back in the seventh grade), the ACT, and all of the AP tests that I possibly can. On top of that, I will have job experience -- if I don't go to high school, I have to support myself and feel worthwhile somehow. So with excellent scores on nationwide tests, job experience, and the grades that I have now combined with a GED, will I still have acceptable chances of getting into the colleges of my choice (i.e., an out-of-state candidate for Penn State, Skidmore (my long shot), CUNY schools)?</p>
<p>For what it matters, I plan on majoring in music performance (hence the music references) and zoology (AP bio) and minoring in Spanish (AP Spanish).</p>
<p>Thank you. Any assistance would be appreciated, I don't want to jump into this before understanding my chances, and my Google results are not terrifically clear. :)</p>