<p>Because of my stupid mistake (confusion with the application deadline), I lost a chance to apply for the FIRST Scholarship at the University of Rochester ($8000 - $20000 renewable).
I already emailed scholarship director at the FA office and I won't be able to apply as a continuing student next year.
I'm actually considering giving up my position at the Rochester and reapplying next year..
I just feel like I will regret my mistake at the Rochester until I graduate.
I'm quite miserable right now.
Any advice?</p>