<p>Because its a 5 years college. My bad grades were due to the fact that i didnt want to be there in the first place. So i really dont believe staying for 2 more years will do me any good.
My parents didnt allow me to leave the country because they found out I was gay, that’s why they enrolled me in the Local college so I can “straighten up” under their supervision. When they finally figured out that it was only making me worse (the college) they’re now considering letting me leave to the US, for the sole condition that i get engaged before leaving to any girl of their choice. My plan is to get my degree in the US, and start supporting myself so ill never need their help.
So as you can see, its a very complicated situation. I dont plan on mentioning this aspect of my life in my essays because I dont want to seem like Im begging for anything. I just want a chance to start over like everyone else. Isnt this what the US is all about ?
American students on this forum should be very grateful, they tend to take their freedom for granted and forget how many opportunities are given to them, as opposed to a poor student from a 3rd world country. I may not make it to my dream college, but i hope this will give some people some perspective.</p>
<p>EDIT: some typos.</p>