I am a high school junior and feeling a little bit hopeless. My dream school is Columbia but that seems unrealistic. Here’s why:
I don’t have good tests scores
I have no amazing awards
I have no recognizable leadership roles
There’s nothing really special about me that will make me stand out to selective colleges. It seems like time is running out for me to show long term commitment to an organization or whatnot if I were to sign up now. It also seems too late to sign up for a club and become a leader in it. I feel stuck. What do I do?
The things I have been doing are:
Piano 8 years (although I’m mediocre at it)
Organ 4 years (also mediocre)
Church musician 2 years
TedxYouth@Salem social media director 0.5 years
4.0 GPA with all IB courses
I’m also an African American female
that’s it.
It seems like I’ve done a lot but in reality, looking at that list, I haven’t done a lot.
I guess what I’m asking is whether I should still keep aiming for Columbia even though the chances are probably less than 1% or what I should do to enhance my application. Sorry for the really dreary post, but this is how I’ve been feeling for the past few months.