<p>I know I am.
We've all been waiting since flippin' November without a word from Cal.
5 months later and we're all frantically refreshing myBerkeleyApp, longing for that one page to change.</p>
<p>How are you guys all going to react if Cal decides that they like you or if they're all "OJEEZ WE DON'T WANT THAT AMAZINGNESS HERE"?
I'm going to be crying either way. =]</p>
<p>Oh aaaaaand
about this eventual CC class 'o 2013 meetup. we should get on that. :]</p>
<p>So i thought about not going to school the next day after cal releases the admissions, either to stay home and party or cry ;( *sniff. But i don't know yet haha.</p>
<p>Stay at home with your fears and aspirations constantly plaguing your mind every time you're by yourself? Hell no, distract yourself by going to school.</p>
<p>I feel as if I've worked my entire high school career to reach this point, so I'm pretty nervous right now. Although, a decision is a decision is a decision. In 24 hours, it will have come out, and life will resume.</p>
<p>Aww I was gonna say something like "you're dedicated" too. You're committed; that's what you are, t1lui.</p>
<p>Well, I guess it is noon for transfers. Oh geez Cal, thanks so much, making us wait an extra month and make it all up to us by giving the admission status at noon..when I'll be in class. </p>
<p>Don't be nervous guys...okay, be a little bit nervous. Go do something tho to keep your mind off of it. That's what I'm doing and I still have more than a month to go!</p>
<p>This will be the last college I'll be waiting for, and this past month has been quite a roller coaster. Even though I've gotten in to most of my schools, it sucks how some of my friends have been a tad depressed from their decisions. I'm glad to say though, that this is the beginning of a new chapter for us! So we should be excited no matter where we end up.</p>
<p>Ack, I'm volunteering at an open house of my state assembly women's new office at 3:00 tomorrow. So I will be pouring refreshments for people while I'm freaking out. I won't find out until I get back in the evening! Can't handle it! My friend suggested bringing her laptop so I could check, but I'm not about to find out in front of people. If I don't get in I'm going to start sobbing, and I expect that I won't get in so...</p>