<p>I'm nearing the end of my junior year right now, and this year has been a huge dip in the road for me. I've always been a diligent student and I had straight As in rigorous courses up until the beginning of junior year. My mom has severe anxiety/bipolar disorder, and her condition began to worsen around May of my sophomore year, and continued to decline. By the beginning of my junior, I could tell things were going downhill with myself as well because my feelings of lethargy and apathy were very different from my normal self, but I treated it as burnout and tried to grind on. I talked to my GC and she does have psychological training, and she 'diagnosed' me with depression/anxiety. She met with my mom and I, and referred me to several therapists. However, my mom never brought me to any. My dad works overseas and only visits semi-annually, so he was out of the question as well.</p>
<p>My school runs on the quarter system, and I ended up with grades of B, F, F quarter 1, and B, D, F quarter 2. I'd dropped a class at the beginning of the year with a Medical Withdrawal (that my dad took me to the doctor's to get during his short return), so that is on my transcript as well. In quarter 3, I earned straight As, and in the middle of quarter 4 right now, I also am maintaining straight As.</p>
<p>I have been looking into the college application process, and I am afraid my screw-up the first half of junior year will severely affect my admissions chances. My GC said she can explain the situation in a letter, and I have a close relationship with her so I am somewhat re-assured by that. However, my GPA has really plummeted and seeing how much colleges focus on our "transcripts", I'm worried that their concern will affect my chances.</p>
<p>Also, I've heard how colleges are wary of students with mental illness, and are worried that such a trend (with grade drops) will continue into college. I have a strong grasp of my mental health now, and am well recovered; I actually feel like I have learnt a lot more from my illness than if I'd just had smooth sailing. My extracurriculars are pretty unique, and I also have teachers who I know can write me a relatively strong letter of rec. Does anyone have experience with situations like this? My dream school is MIT, but that doesn't sound so feasible at this point. </p>