<p>I'm a fine arts major looking to move into the game design program (new minor at Howard, established, selective major at USC), but not 100% sure of that, and looking to generally broaden my horizons. </p>
<p>I just finished up my first year at Howard. It wasn't horrible, but it wasn't exactly stimulating or motivational either. Most of the professors were earnest, but it felt like curriculum was lacking in rigor and direction (for example I was immediately placed in the highest Japanese class, and did well, despite being a year or more from speaking fluently; and in an introductory drawing class, my professor was unable to explain the reasons behind doing the time-intensive exercises he'd assigned us). The rest (and the faculty and staff, very much so) seemed to be of the opinion that whatever they gave us was both satisfactory and privileged, regardless of whether it actually helped. As for my peers, it seemed as if the degree they were earning was of the most value, and not the education itself, and was the reason why they were there. </p>
<p>In terms of the social life there, I made a handful of friends, but I didn't find myself interested in any of the (few) extracurriculars that were offered. Everything seemed centered around clubbing, the "urban scene", and athletics, and while I have no problem with those things, I'd been hoping for more things that I could identify with.</p>
<p>In short, it feels as if there's not a lot of active support for the things that interest me and that I feel connected to, at Howard, both from my fellow students and the school itself. I feel like not having that support is sucking the motivation and drive out of me, things I'd need to progress in programs that I'm finding lacking. </p>
<p>And then there's USC. I haven't visited, nor attended an orientation, because of my family's financial shortcomings. However, being in contact with faculty, and general research, the school seems less rigid in it's curriculum, at least as supportive, if not more so, than Howard, better-funded, more diverse, and better academically. It was my first choice last year, and (perhaps, stupidly) the only school I applied to transfer to this year. It's been a long road getting in, that I don't want to (nor think I can) repeat. But with a 13 grand estimated contribution, plus transportation, plus food, plus shipping, plus any other random expense... I don't know if I could afford it, even with taking out lots of loans. There was no money saved for college expenses. And even if I can... Just looking at the pros and cons, USC is worth going to, but looking at it financially, I'm not so sure.</p>
<p>So, I'm trying to get an objective viewpoint on this, because I get the feeling that I'm letting my emotions drive me, and can't really thing logically. It doesn't help that I'll have to start moving into one or the other in less than 2 weeks.</p>