<p>BacktoBefore: How driven are you to pursue MT? You mentioned that you did get into a program, but don't really want to go there. Why did you apply to that program in the first place, and why isn't that a viable option for you now? </p>
<p>First, I think you need to re-evaluate how passionate you are about MT as a career choice. If you feel you just can't live the rest of your life without performing, then I suggest you delay college or attend Northwestern for a year if it is financially possible. (As an aside, my S is a freshman there and loves it, although he is in the engineering school - opposite brain from theater!) Be aware that if you attend Northwestern, even for a week, you become a transfer student (as opposed to a freshman) when it comes to applying to another school. You dont need to make a final decision about auditioning again until this fall. </p>
<p>In the meantime, work to improve your performance skills, take dance classes and voice lesson, (NW has an outstanding School of Music), review hundreds of songs to make the absolutely best audition choice, read monologues until you can't stand it anymore and then pick the one that best markets you, re-evaluate your clothing choices etc. Make your list of schools with MT programs. Make sure you have varying degrees of selectivity and a safety that you would be happy to attend. </p>
<p>If all that work starts to lose its appeal, then perhaps MT is not for you. Pursuing a career in performance requires an enormous amount of resiliency mixed with determination. There are so many roadblocks, so many disappointments. If a few of those prove too difficult for you, it may be time to change your focus.</p>
<p>As I have posted on this thread, my daughter did not get accepted to any of her choices the first time around. But she was absolutely determined to make it. Just listening to her, you could hear the drive and the passion in her voice. It was clear to everyone that she was serious, determined, and would meet the challenge. This May, she will graduate with a BFA in Drama/Musical Theatre from Carnegie Mellon.</p>
<p>So use the next 5-6 months to reflect. Why does MT appeal to you? How long have you had the interest? What exactly are you willing to do to achieve your goal? Do you have past indicators of success in MT? Have others often given you unsolicited encouragement to pursue MT? Are you willing to transfer to another school as a freshman in the MT program, regardless of how much college you already have? I think you will come to know what really is the right path for you. No matter what you decide, I wish you the best.</p>