I don't feel useful to anyone

Pre-College Issues High School Life
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<p>And by useful, I mean this - yes, I can give money and menial labor away, but so can anyone else. Giving that sort of stuff away doesn't make me feel any better at all (yes this includes volunteering because that's menial too, but I do try to do research in my spare time - it's comparative advantage since I have comparative advantage in my ability to do social science/natural science stuff but not in my ability to volunteer). </p>

<p>I've <em>intensively</em> helped individual people before - only to see them reject/forget me later on (for all sorts of reasons - they expect more out of myself that I can't give, or they just simply forget about me since they can take me for granted anyways). </p>

<p>I wish I could at least be interesting or amusing. Or something. And not just temporarily - but I wish people could remember me several years from now - I wish they felt like their lives could be enriched because of me. At least when I'm still acting like my natural self.</p>

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<p>Do the Peace Corps bro. Like me.</p>

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<p>Don’t say that! You’ve taught me sooooo much about CC History!</p>

<p>random color for 29 seconds</p>

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<p>We’re all useless. Accept it and practice procreating as much as you can. You’ll be glad you did.</p>

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<p>^^ lol thanks. :)</p>

<p>^lol no one would want to procreate with moi :p</p>

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<p>^Why?</p>

<p>To be interesting, one only needs the desire and practice.</p>

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<p>whatever, just feel useful to yourself</p>

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<p>I definitely have the desire to be interesting. It shows itself across all my threads. :stuck_out_tongue: Not as interesting as I could be though.</p>

<p>the key is to say lots of weird things about myself so that people can laughhh</p>

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<p>That’s what pets are for. They make you useful and they like you for feeding them and giving them a place to live. And they are never mean like people are. And if you think people arent mean then why do so many people get divorced? And when you make lots of money then you are more useful to other people and they will like you more usually.</p>