<p>(I'm 16.) My life seems to be consistently dictated by fiction, particularly television series and movies. It's not so much of the media that I find alluring, but a sense of connection I develop towards the characters. I love maturing and navigating through life 'with' them, if only for the comfort that coincides with knowing they will ALWAYS be there. Whenever I struggle to balance on a fine wire, there will always be someone to remain unwavering. I am terrified to lose that security, so I subconsciously fuse the characters' lives into numerous aspects of my own.</p>
<p>My favorite pastime involves creatively expressing my adoration through writing, reading, listening to relatable music, and watching (sometimes editing) visual media. I LOVE to analyze the characters' lives; motivations; thoughts, by delving into their universe. Nothing makes me happier than involving myself with the movie/character. That is my passion. It's what constantly consumes my thoughts, what I'm talented at, and - dare I say - what I live for. </p>
<p>I've heard that I could channel this through writing, but I don't have enough creativity or originality to write. Although I'm always extremely proud of my work, it involves characters and constraints of a universe created by someone else.</p>
<p>What do I do? How can I translate this type of passion into a career?
Thank you for your time - I genuinely appreciate your help.</p>