I hate my "friends", i want to graduate now, I want to rant

Pre-College Issues High School Life
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<p>sob story? nah. I just have to let it all out due to frustration</p>

<p>I may sound like a cocky bastard, but I am pretty sure it is all due to jealousy. Pure jealousy at its worst</p>

<p>Imma use initials but god damn I really hate my school right now, at least the people who are making it tough for me.</p>

<p>I go to a large 5yo public school, and trust me, none of us are too special, 1 girl is going to harvard, I am the first and only person to be accepted to duke, where I am going. WEll around the time these college acceptances were coming, was around the same time I have become more and more alienated with my friends</p>

<p>Came to High school as a freshman, with MZ being my best friend, and hanging w/ his group. Well i found another group that year, they were 08ers and were really cool to me. They were a much more popular crowd of girls and guys, into alcohol, and eventually drugs, but they were much more fun to be around. I hung with them most often throughout highschool till this year, since they all graduated last year.</p>

<p>My older 08 friends? They are all in college, and they support and respect me. My younger friends who are juniors/sophomores, even some freshman, give me respect and see me as a good friend and support that I am highly successful with stuff.</p>

<p>Well I tried to go back into group of friends MZ has made, and it's been a little, rough, we would all hang out but it really wasn't the same anymore. it really wasn't</p>

<p>They liked to make jokes about me in his group of friends, at first just little pranks but it was just all for fun, we were all cool with eachother.</p>

<p>After I got into Berkeley through regents and announced it, I got a lot of people congratulating me, but I think this was also the time MZ and his friends were getting more jealous. First thing that really hurt was PP, who was MZ's very good friend now, set up a surprise B-day party for michael and invited like 15 people, including some that weren't the greatest friends with him, and excluded inviting me, when I have been like MZ's best friend form 2nd grade till the beginnings of high school.</p>

<p>But all the real hate has come just this month actually, after getting into Duke. 2 seconds after reading my acceptance email, i put up Facebook status like "Holy **** accepted to DUKE!!!". Apparently, I OFFENDED a lot of my own friends with this and they noticeably started to view me more negatively.</p>

<p>A more helpful friend of mine, DY, tries to explain their hate saying that whenever I post art up to share, or upload a video of myself playing piano, they always saw it is me trying to be a big show off. Apperently, a lot of people think I am arrogant or something? I don't understand at all really. I just upload some stuff to FB, and don't ever show off art at school, don't show off at all actually. I guess they also think I'm trying to be cool with the more expensive streetwear clothes I wear, but I only wear it to be fashionable, i buy it w/ my own money because family isn't too rich. Basically, little things I do that show some talent or being fortunate they are taking way too seriously as me trying to be "all that". They have this idea that I am trying to be the ****.</p>

<p>They don't even talk to me any more. They try to avoid me. In our econ class where we can sit wherever we want, they moved to the opposite side. Whenever I have conversations with mutual friends and they are near, they go away. Yet sometimes I can hear one of the more immature ones making jokes of me from far away, like i have no ears or something.</p>

<p>It really is just that. They hate me cuz they think that I think I'm the <em>*, when really, it might just be that I am, but I don't act on it show off about it, they probably just want to see me as that because they are jealous f</em>*k's. It's the guys in my grade. The girls, like my younger/older friends, are cool to me.</p>

<p>Varsity sport, artist, pianist, great grades without the effort, going to the best college besides the harvard girl (none of those guys even comes close except for 1 guy who got into cornell) I guess they thought I had to have some flaw so they could hate me. Even though I am truly genuinely nice to them individually. </p>

<p>That's what I hate, trying to be nice to everyone, but knowing they will just hate you back. MZ recently said behind my back, when he knew of my dipping grades, "the day Woojoo gets rescinded will be the happiest day of my life".</p>

<p>Most recent event that really ticked me off was how they deliberately tried to exclude me from a prom limo. I'm cool with the guy organizing it, and the group was composed of 5 guys i hate, and 4 guys I'm cool with / some of my only good friends left. If I got in the limo, I was planning to get cool with those guys who hated me and hopefully enjoy a good night with them too. Well, I actually asked the SK (the guy organizing the limo) if I could join them pretty late (i got my date late) and knew their might not be room.
It took SK 3 days to give a reply of "no".
During that time, a guy who asked after me was let into the last spaces of the limo. I knew about this, but SK personally told me he got a lot of crap from the guys that don't like me to not let me be a part of the limo. My date and I are just going in a small easier 4 person group that should be nice, and i was hesitant to even go in that limo anyways, but nevertheless it was still very insulting and hurtful.</p>

<p>For the people of 09 i have been around the most: (just the guys, since I don't have much problem with the girls)
I hate that these guys are in like every single class with me</p>

<p>MZ- **** you dude. What kind of person with such a long history of friendship could backstab so much?
PP - Your so immature and a total pushover, only going by the opinions of the leaders of y(our) clique. You just LOVE to talk **** about me, and treat me badly.
JZ - Your the worst, not even human. Just make jokes and mock me throughout the year, try to be condescending every time i talk to you.
TC - I know you don't hate me, but it'd be nice if you just didn't stand their as everyone bags on me
GC - Your just a ******
SK - I might be cool with you, but you make those jokes about me too, and can be very insensitive
MZ (2) - Ha you must hate me the most. You used to always treat me like an idiot, but now look who's going to the MUCH better school? Of course you hate me, but it's your fault for trying to be elitist with me
VN - LOL you hate too much, and have too high standards for humans
HC - Your like MZ2, just not as bad i guess
KB - All those practical jokes on me, and being just a total ******* and making me a total joke in front of people. Glad you got expelled.
LL - You talk too much **** too, glad you ALSO got expelled after your college acceptances</p>

<p>You guys can hate, but **** all you guys for making my life hard with your awkward treatment since you guys are everywhere in my current social group at school and all your crap talking</p>

<p>and probably the only 5 guys in my grade/group of friends I am still actually friends with
DY - Thanks for all the help, and being one of the only ones i can trust
RY - I respect you a lot, and glad you are not a *** like the rest of them
TL - Your a great person that is not into this jealousy ****
RL - your cool too
DC - and you
WJ - "</p>

<p>I'm probably just gonna go back hanging with the 08 crowd during the summer, I can't wait to have some people out of my life finally.</p>

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<p>Are you implying that we are jealous of you? Or are you sounding like a cocky ■■■■■■■ because other people are jealous of you? I’m normally not very focused on grammar, but this statement has a multitude of possible meanings and should be clarified.</p>

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<p>^ I thought it was quite clear after reading his rant story. He may have sounded like a cocky ■■■■■■■ in his rant, and he’s pretty sure that the other people are treating him badly because of pure jealousy of him.</p>

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<p>Um…</p>

<p>That really sucks, but…you’re positive it doesn’t have anything to do with your personality? if all these guys are doing this? when i read this i think of this guy at my school who was actually on mtv’s MADE last sunday and thursday and he thinks he has all these friends but he’s very offending by always debating with others and being entirely closed minded. He tries to talk to everyone and act like they are his friends even though they’re not. And he tries to brag about drinking and going to clubs (which he mentioned to my teacher). </p>

<p>If you’re POSITIVE that is not the case, then you are leaving soon anyway if you’re a senior. It’s a great time to start over. But if you’re a junior, just hang out with your nice girl friends and those five guy friends that are nice. You can’t please everyone. Have you talked to these guys about how they’re making you feel? Assuming everyone’s a little jealous of you is a little…strong, to say the least.</p>

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<p>It has nothing to do with your attitude? Are you sure about that? I do agree with the advice of the above poster though. It sounds like you guys just don’t like each other, move on.</p>

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<p>Find new friends?</p>

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<p>I think you might be taking this too sensitively. They ditch you - you ditch them. You’re gonna be out of that place soon, so why concern yourself so much with them anyway?</p>

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<p>At least the odds are that you’ll be more successful in life. You should definitely go to your reunion in an Armani suit and driving a Lexus. Rent them if you have too haha</p>

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<p>Are you a girl, because you sure do sound like one.</p>

<p>The ranting and all.</p>

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<p>honestly, if you were at my high school, you would be one of the smarties that everyone despises because they are way to smart and have crazy ec’s. Theres always going to be people who will hate your guts because you got into good schools.</p>

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<p>^If you went to my HS, everyone would admire/admire-envy you so much. Well, at least the top 15% of the school. Not in a negative way at all.</p>

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<p>^^^yeah,exactly.</p>

<p>I’d say the bottom 25% wouldn’t even hear about you because they don’t care at all, but the middle 50% would know about you for sure.</p>

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<p>Clearly they’re jealous. But i really dont understand why you let them get to you. They can b**** all they want. At the end of the day WHO’S going to Duke? Are they? Exactly.</p>

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<p>what is this, the latest Gossip Girls novel?</p>

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<p>I meant they are jealous of me, not you guys jealous ahha</p>

<p>I wouldn’t know if it was my personality, but they were great friends till this year. Such sudden of a change seems unlikely if my personality really has been constant. And yes, I really was being nice to them, I’d have conversations with them and it’d look like we were actualy good friends, but really, they just didn’t want to show hate outright cuz it’d be awkward. sneaky bastards</p>

<p>yea i already have lots much better friends, but they are younger/older or not in same classes, and these guys are more prevalent in my life since they next to me in like every single class i have.</p>

<p>And I don’t really sound like that post at all in real life, those guys have just driven me to let it all out like this</p>

<p>Sure I will ditch them, they ditched me. that’s great. The fact that they keep having to make me more miserable I really don’t like. Their presense more than anything, which is why i want school to enddd</p>

<p>I’ll move on fsho though</p>

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<p>I totally understand where you are coming from =) just learn to ignore such people, they will only cause you harm.</p>

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<p>Hardcore asian version of gossip girl ? :P</p>

<p>But seriously, every time they try to hurt you emotionally/mentally and pick on you, etc., just vividly picture where you’ll be 5-6 years after graduation from an outstanding grad school and where they’ll be a couple of hardship-ridden years with nothing more than a bachelor degree from an unknown college.</p>

<p>And the armani suit and lexus image would work too :P</p>

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<p>Lol asians…I’m glad my school doesn’t really have any asians, and the ones we have aren’t really the overcompetitive ones in the OC.
Yea, I don’t usually hang out with asians, and I don’t normally talk about grades/scores. I’d much rather talk about random stuff. It’s cause I just don’t care about grades, since they are just pointless…and its high school anyways. pointless
so I just want to have fun and enjoy my 4 years here
If your school is huge, I’m sure there are plenty of other people…if you do a lot of ec’s, then you are bound to know a lot of people</p>

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<p>uhm you said you went to hang out with another group and ditched your former best friend MZ. correct me if I’m wrong…but wouldn’t that have made you a bad friend, ditching your friend and all?</p>

<p>And then when they leave, you try to go back to your other friends, who you ditched in the beginning, because you had nobody else?</p>

<p>i’m not dissing you…i hate it when friends talk crap about others behind their back and all…but maybe they saw you ditching them as bad?</p>