<p>Knowitsome, thank you very much for your thoughtful and kind reply! Somtimes, after seeing all of the choices out there (there are so many collegees!) I can get overwhelmed. It is definately a hard choice for me to make. I cannot express in words how grateful I am for your words of reasoning and clarification. I have been trying to figure out this college process on my own, and it is so wonderful to have other people to talk to.</p>
<p>You are aaccurate: my primary goal is definately to go to medical school. Actually, my ultimate goal is to become a physician, but in order to do that I need go to medical school! I suppose this is such a big decision for me because I have desired to become a physician for so long that I cannot imagine myself being happy without acheiving that goal. I do not want to make a poor decision that would jepordize that goal. So, I want to make the correct and appropriate decision.</p>
<p>I am really torn over UIUC. I will be visiting once more this fall. All in all, it seems to be the best school - I just have doubts regarding how I will be able to “compete” with so many super-smart kids! I certainly want to be in a challenging environment, but I also want to be an environment that I will be successful. I often wish that I could foretell the future, or at least give each school a “try out” period so that I know which is the right one! </p>
<p>It seems from your post that you think UIUC is the best PUBLIC (Illinois) option, and that the other Illinois publics are not as good options. And, if UIUC is not for me, then the next best thing would probably be to look to private colleges. Really, many of the OOS options I have looked at would not be much better than UIUC (still very large, and not much cost savings). The things that scare me about UIUC is the competition and the size. So, if I decide that I couldn’t do well at UIUC, then I think I would try to find an “affordable” private college. I have looked into Illinois Wesleyan, and they wouldn’t accept many of my credits (I also just did not feel it was quite right for me - very cliqueish). I know Knox is a good college, but when I visited I did not like the atmosphere. Unfortunately, I did not feel very welcome there (in fact I was a little offended by some of the people) and did not like the environment. So, I have considered those options, but was not satisfied with them. I contacted the Beloit College financial aid department, and I would not qualify for enough financial aid to consider it.</p>
<p>I have narrowed down my original list extensively. I now have less than 10 schools:
UIUC (to be determined if it would be the right choice)
Bradley (dependent on financial aid package)</p>
<p>Safety Schools: ISU, UIS (I liked ISU, but it has very little reputation. I have not had the chance to visit UIS, but it appears to be a very small school, and not particularly known for their science departments.)</p>
<p>There are a few OOS options I am still investigating. However, I am not sure that I will apply because they appear too expensive and are just as large as UIUC (therefore, I see no particular advantage): UW-Madison, UW-LaCrosse, Purdue University</p>
<p>Please comment on my list and tell me what you think! Again, I greatly appreciate your voices of reason. Also, I would love to hear more from fellow students of any of these (or nearby) schools! Thank you so much!</p>