<p>Third year in aerospace engineering. I love science with a passion. I love theory, and I love how discovering the world works.</p>
<p>My original plan was to major in Astrophysics at OSU but I went to the aero program because it makes more money. I always wanted to research space for NASA. My dad also laughed at me for astronomy and told me to be an engineer like him. I soon started hating myself because I was doing something for the same reason he was(material wealth, status), and not because I loved it.</p>
<p>Went into the aero program and did well in it, but now that I'm in my third year, it's dawning on me what work I have to do. Engineering for me just so pragmatic, so linear, so "design" orientated, and I absolutely hated it. </p>
<p>I looked back into what classes I loved and they were physics, and it coincidentally happened. My physics courses were divided into two. First half of each were kinematics and E and M, and second half were relativity and quantum and I loved it. I just got the conceptual theory behind it so fast, especially with relativity, and that boosted my grades in those classes by a high amount and I ended up getting decent grades.</p>
<p>Everyday I wake up and I hate going to class. Not for the fact that the classes and sciences are bad, but I know I'm going to hate my job. </p>
<p>I looked into the astrophysics program at OSU and for the first time in a long time, I got excited by learning again. Their undergraduate research seemed really cool, and ranged from the Big Bang to black holes. </p>
<p>Basically I love science, and I love learning theory. I can't take engineering, and a design project or really any of that. My mind was always designed for theory, but I'm scared. I'm out of state to OSU, and people tell me I won't get a job, or it'll elongate my time at college. But everyday, it's becoming more miserable. Should I switch?</p>