<p>i know this isn't going to accomlish anything. but i'd just like to get it all out cause i'm about to explode. apoweifjapwoeifjapweifj:LK!@JPO!IJPOIEJPWEOIFWEFWE:LFKWEFWEF</p>
<p>my head, heart, and stress levels can't take it anymore.
omg. throw me out a window. please.
just reject me already ><. awpeoifaepoi!!!!! </p>
<p>from my school (farming community just 10 years ago but we are the fastest growing district in the area) which has never had a stanford/harvard/princeton/ivy league acceptance before, the person who applied to dartmouth is in and my good friend who applied to harvard just told me he got in. i'm insanely happy for both of them but my heart is on overdrive ><. lots of pressure. ohmygoodness. can't focus ><. </p>
<p>sigh. i'm going to get rejected. and i'll have failed my physics quiz, will fail calc and programming test along with needing to do english project + osu app</p>
<p>but if i am somehow accepted, i wont care about english/calc/physics/programming and osu can go jump off a bridge.</p>
<p><em>dies</em></p>