<p>Everyday...I check the mail, my e-mail...anything that can give me some indication as to whether or not I was accepted to the programs I applied to.</p>
<p>None of them are releasing decisions anytime soon, and, yet, I want to know. I need to know. </p>
<p>Imagine what will happen to me during college apps. Hahahaha. I imagine a crazed woman. </p>
<p>Must know now...Gah. I have a fear that I won't get into ANYTHING. It will be such a reality check. </p>
<p>It would totally cut my college list in half as it contributes to the decreasing of my confidence.</p>
<p>Maybe I shouldn't place so much upon this little event in my life. Yet, I am a teenager, and I don't mind being a little dramatic at times. :]</p>
<p>So, yeah. Just had to let that out. (GAH. Avril Lavigne is on the radio. This might just be a post of misplaced aggression.)</p>