Hi,
I started going to a community college in fall 2015 with the dream of becoming a veterinarian. One thing I’ve always struggled with college in is doing labs… although we were in groups of 3 or 4 at this community college, it’s like I was always lost and I never really knew what to do… however, I ended up graduating in December at the community college and was able to transfer to a University this spring. So, here I am at this huge University (now a junior) and I’m still majoring in biology and wanting to become a veterinarian. This one class just really made me question if this really is the right career choice for me… Organic Chemistry. The professor is a piece of work and really knows his stuff but I’m used to having professors like this so that’s not a problem. However, I’m just not good with labs ? So, in this Organic Chemistry lab, he doesn’t allow us to work in groups or pairs… every student has to work individually which is even more of a struggle for me because at the community college, i was used to partnering up with someone cause they made us get into groups for labs and we never really did an experiment individually… so this was a really bad transition for me. So far, we’ve only had 2 labs into the semester… the first lab, I was all over the place in the worst way. Even though he had just explained to us what to do, I got lost and confused on what to do. I don’t know… maybe it was too many steps for me to remember all at once ? Eventually, I got the hang of it and was able to gather data but I took so long that I couldn’t finish the experiment smh. Before the lab that we did today, I actually researched what the lab was about and was able to fully understand what I was suppose to be doing and I actually felt that I would do better this lab because of that… however, even though I knew what I was doing this time around, I still wasn’t able to finish my experiment in time and the professor was so annoyed with me that he told me I should talk to student services and see if they can accommodate me cause I’m taking too long doing my experiments and I won’t be prepared for the practicum… mind you, there was 3 other students who was still working on theirs but that’s beside the point. Hearing that really broke me into pieces that I almost wanted to burst into tears. I’m so un motivated right now and now, I’m starting to think that maybe this field just isn’t the route for me. It’s like if I can’t do experiments in labs, how would being a veterinarian ever work out for me ?
Please, give me as much constructive criticism as you can… do you think it will get better or just worse ? Should i talk to someone about it like my professor suggested or my academic advisor? Or am I in the wrong major ?
Any advice is welcomed…
just please don’t be rude about it cause my feelings are still hurt ?