<p>we should make a support thread, lol.</p>
<p>i'm not going to check my decision today. i'm going to wait until tomorrow afternoon, for a few reasons</p>
<ol>
<li>i want to be with my bf when we check together. i feel like if i do it with my family it's just...it's not going to be good.</li>
<li>if i check tonight, and i get rejected, i KNOW i'm not going to want to go to school tomorrow. lol >.></li>
<li>if i get rejected and i get to know friday night, then i have the weekend to get the initial depression out of the way. </li>
</ol>
<p>it's going to be hard as all hell to resist but...anyone want to join me? lol</p>