i've killed my own motivation. how do i bring it back?

<p>yeah, i think i'm depressed too. i did an online screening, and it recommended me to go see a doctor. but i'm not into that drugs for depression thing.</p>

<p>You can get treated for depression without taking drugs. It's called therapy, and it can definitely help. It helped me alot. Drugs can supplement the therapy, and if it's really severe you may benefit, but if it's only mild-moderate depression you can get through it without drugs.</p>