Music Supplement

I just listened to a supplement I sent in and I’m cringing because it’s terrible and I regret everything. It’s a piano performance of Fazil Say’s “Black Earth” and oh my god…SO many mistakes, terrible rhythm, WHY DID I SEND IN THIS ONE. It legitimately is so bad - I feel embarrassed. I also sent in a score of one of my original compositions.

I don’t really care at this poitn because I’ve been rejected at so many places I put so much effort in, but I’m curious anyway - how would this affect me? How are music supplements evaluated at Brown?

Don’t know if this matters but my academics are ok, I guess. 1570 SAT, 3.9 UW, lots of AP’s (all 5’s except for one 3), decent EC’s. I’ve also been rejected from almost all my schools so far so I don’t have any hope anyway, but I honestly feel a bit bad for making a faculty member at Brown sit through my terrible recording.