<p>Okay...I was lying awake in bed one night, thinking about how much I love Columbia, and wondering how I could soften the blow for my (possible) future rejection, when a fail-proof idea hit me:
I promised myself that if I am accepted to Columbia, I will completely and utterly humiliate myself. (In my situation, I plan on embarassing myself by awkwardly telling the guy that I currently have a crush on, that I like him... If you knew my situation and our relationship, you would understand how embarassing this will be for me).
That way, if I am rejected, at least I will be able to be happy that I won't have to humiliate myself!
If I am accepted, I will be so deliriously happy that I won't mind going through the agony of our confrontation. Besides, I'll be away laughing about it in fabulous NYC come september, while he is still pondering my confession.
What do you all think of my plan? Pure brilliance? Does it make sense? Or am I just a self-punishing masochist? Who happens to like using big words...</p>
<p>Or...</p>
<p>You could just get accepted and not humiliate yourself,</p>
<p>(if rejected) Feel good that you don't have to humiliate yourself.</p>
<p>I like this idea...I would join in but I would never have to guts...</p>
<p>Good luck either way!</p>
<p>Haha, what a great idea to use that rush of confidence/adrenaline gained from admittance for something that you never done before.</p>
<p>I would defintely take advantage IF I'm accepted.</p>
<p>"I promised myself that if I am accepted to Columbia, I will completely and utterly humiliate myself. (In my situation, I plan on embarassing myself by awkwardly telling the guy that I currently have a crush on, that I like him... If you knew my situation and our relationship, you would understand how embarassing this will be for me)." -- hahahahahhahaahhahaahah LOL!!! anyway.. why would you want to do this?</p>
<p>hmm anyhoo.. quite a good plan..
maybe ill think of something just as brilliant!</p>