I really cannot stand my counselor. She has betrayed me on numerous occasions and does not give me advice with my home life. Everyday is a struggle at home, my mom is a drug addict and a alcoholic and nobody in my family ever wants to be there for me. My counselor just tells me “Well you can move into…”. I honestly don’t like hearing that because I feel like there is ways to make a person feel better and she neglects those duties. As a result I go to other counselors and teachers. This makes her mad at me.
Early on I had some issues with my English teacher. She is one of the rudest people I have ever met and I could not stand to watch that. I would flat out tell her that she out of line and needs to learn manners. She would often swear at us, insult us, and just had an attitude. She hated me and she flat out told me that. My counselor told me from September-January that no matter what my English teacher does she wants me in Honors American Literature (Sophomore class) for 2015-2016. Well when the time came my teacher did not recommend me for Honors American Literature and said “I would not burden Mrs. ____ with your presence”. My counselor got me out of that teacher’s class but the recommendation stayed. When the time came a few weeks after the semester changed my counselor flat out changed her tone and said she didn’t want me in that class.
Another example was when I got recommended for AP US History. She did not allow me to take the course. I was unsure if I wanted to even do it, but it wasn’t going to happen because of her. I liked Economics, I wasn’t the teacher’s best student, but I often solved things when others were unsure. She also tried to stop me from taking Honors Algebra 2. I did not allow her to do that.
When I got the core classes all situated I then had to figure out my electives. I had Psychology and Writing. My mom made me switch out of writing, so I wanted World Studies of Genocide, but apparently 7 classes is too many academics. So she made me take a fine arts and that ended up being Engineering, but I don’t want to take that class. I love math and science, but I want to go into something more like Microbiology .
Going to a new counselor is not an option. I have tried that before and they tell me “Well you need to talk to Mrs. ___”. I cannot switch counselors because my mom would have to do that and my mom takes absolutely zero interest in my schooling.
I have no EC’s because my mom says they are a waste of time and refuses to allow me to participate in them. I’m going to start taking care of our apartment if that counts. I just need to get some more cleaning stuff. I will also get a cat in the fall who will be my responsibility to play with, clean up after, and take care of. My dad is also a drug addict and alcoholic, but has dementia. I will be a sophomore in the fall and I have a 3.7. (B’s were in Honors Geometry and Art.)
I really love learning, but cannot stand regular paced classes. I was thinking self studying AP World History and test out of it so I don’t have to take it junior year. In addition to that I was thinking about self studying AP Biology and AP Environmental Science. Can anyone suggest low cost-free websites that will aid me in this? I was looking at Study.com.
I am a school of choice kid so I do not go to school in district. That means I could go to my home district which has 19 AP’s .(My school has 25.) They also let kids in them more. I would wait until Junior year to go there though because it will make my life making up credits easier.