<p>I wish you the best. I think you need to be evaluated. I am not a doctor, just a mom, but I think you have ADHD and I think you will need ADHD meds. It may take months to find the right med at the right dose to keep you on track and focused but not over-focused, a med that still lets your personality shine through. Good luck. Be patient. It will work out.</p>
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