Not that anyone cares, but I'm leaving

<p>So of course I have been thinking about this for a number of weeks. I actually came here in February 2004 under an old name - and was a frequent visitor from 2004 - 2005, and then left after a change in environments. I came back just to ask a few questions on the grad school forums - but inevitably rediscovered the old HS forum where I used to hang out - and from there I acclimatized myself to the 2007'ers here. Anyhow I could technically go inactive without making a thread about it - but eh - why not bring closure and provide another reason not to come? There isn't a change in environments that is coming to me anytime soon (that naturally tends to reduce interest in any "secondary communities"), so I guess I'll have to announce it this way. </p>

<p>Anyways - I am the type of person who likes to constantly looks back to see how other people reply to my posts. I wish I wasn't - but it's a pretty nasty tendency. It actually doesn't come in communities where I'm not acclimatized - where I'm so unknown that it doesn't matter what people think of me since they'll forget me anyways. But I'm too acclimatized here.</p>

<p>And the stress of checking for replies really cuts into my study time. I'll probably return occasionally later, once I de-climatized myself to this place. But there really isn't anything more to read here - sakky has to repeat the same points - and Ben Golub just graduated. There will be more interesting posters in the future, of course, but there should be more interesting pursuits as well. </p>

<p>I've collected a number of motivational quotes as well.</p>

<p>And I'm growing old. >:(</p>

<p>So, goodbye everyone. I'll just be reading lots of books. Gosh I missed out on so much. There's an interesting chapter in Apostol Volume 2 in Probability that I should have read by now. And I am not doing extra problems on my own. CCers are an interesting and nerdy bunch - but eh - it's not going to do me any more good to "hang out" here. </p>

<p>And some day I'll finally be able to just go 5 days straight without logging on or checking anything online. That will be so nice. I've learned a lot from CC - and while I made a fool out of myself on multiple occasions - those occasions are now amusing tome.:) I haven't been the most social or popular person - but I've made enough friends here such that all of my closest friends are CCers</p>

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So what then? I'll just be almost completely alone for some time - I crave solitude. I might just go on physicsforums or Art of Problem Solving from time to time, otherwise I'll just try to emulate the great Marie Curie.:)</p>

<p>And ChaosTheory - please periodically update me with your progress in self-study! &lt;/p>

<p>....you'll be back =)</p>

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<p>Ummm....what the hell?</p>

<p>You made some good posts, farewell.</p>

<p>c ya /<em>another one bites the dust :(</em>/</p>

<p>I'll miss your random threads. PCE.</p>

<p>CC's new thread count will dramatically go down without you here!
we'll miss you!</p>

<p>thank god
finally
you're so boring
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cya /<em>ucantellimkiddinright??</em>/</p>

<p>Forums are good. They provide you with people to talk to.</p>

<p>I am a cornucopia of rich experiences. I've been to the top of the 99-floor Sears Tower. I play NetHack. I have tried freeze-dried icecream, and can tell the difference between male and female fruit flies. I have fasted for no good reason, participated in a political protest, and stood on a beach during a hurricane.</p>

<p>Yet the most compelling part is that the person across the room from me probably has lived an equally rich life with experiences I can barely imagine because I am so confined to my own world, my own environment, my own patterns of thought. Inside every one of us there's a whole new world to discover. My perspective is just so incredibly -- narrow -- compared to those of the ten undergrads sitting downstairs, simply because there's ten of them, and they've lived through ten times as much stuff as I have.</p>

<p>That was a bit incoherent. But my point is, stay on forums, even if you're not staying on this one. A textbook can teach you physics, but a friend can double what you already know.</p>

<p>Peace.</p>

<p>rawr....</p>

<p>I'm trying again...</p>

<p>I'm defecting to AoPS</p>

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<p>Yeah. I'm going with that. ^^^</p>

<p>yea...its kinda sad...</p>

<p>Why don't you add this site to your host file? That way you won't be able to come back. That is what I'll do once I get into whatever school.</p>

<p>I end up re-modifying the hosts file (this happened before :p)</p>

<p>Smart people always find ways to outsmart themselves.</p>

<p>are you implying that I'm smart? :p</p>

<p>That is a corollary.
But I'm pretty sure we all knew that anyway. :)</p>

<p>No, you're the dumbest person I know.</p>

<p>Of course you're smart. And I don't care if you leave CC 'cause I have you on Facebook :-).</p>

<p>good to know... I force myself to not come on this site until I have nothing else to do:D</p>